Wonderful!

yeah gue emang ga bisa lupain lu.apa belom?hm kalo itu gue gatau.tapi gue emang masih sayang sama lu.yayaya semua juga tau karna how many time have i said so.okay i confess, i want you back.gue ngaku gue mau ko balikan.but that isn't as easy as i imagined.itu emang ga gampang.gue pernah berpikiran 'udah lah ces, many others.jangan terpaku sama dia.dia bukan satu-satunya didunia.dia udah ga mungkin kaya dulu lagi.move on!' but in another way 'dia pasti balik sama lu.don't be afraid, someday he will back.ini cuma sementara.biasa lah.sayangin aja terus'.gimana gue ga bingung.hm gini ya.i want him back.tapi gue gamau maksa dia.gue mau lupain dia, tapi sayangnya gue gabisa.i think never.gue ga akan bisa lupain dia.ya gimana coba?gue pacaran hampir 2 taun.setiap hari gue ketemu dia di sekolah.gimana coba tuh?

2 things that I fear.

first, maybe you will hurt me.

second, i will hurt you more.more and more.

hm sepi rasanya ga ada lu.sms kaga ada, telfon kaga ada haha.udah lama banget rasanya gue ga denger suara lu.kangen juga deh ya hemhem.eh eh mesti tau ya, kan gini, gue tuh di rumah Icha lagi liat-liat foto terus ada foto lu.and it makes me cry and miss him.dia pake kaos yaaaaaannng dia kasih sama kaya gue waktu valentine (kalo mau liat di posting yang 'MEMORIES').sedih ga sih?oke tapi gue cuman bisa bilang haha or whatever.oh ya, gue juga cuman bisa bilang 'haha iya gue juga masih sering pake ko' sambil nahan nangis.gue juga takut kalo misalnya he knows that i want to forget him terus dia salah sangka.entar dikirain gue udah ga sayang dan gue ga bakal diajak balikan.what?elah syapa juga yang mau ngajak lu balikan cessss hhh.huaaaa kangen deh.ya tapi gue juga move on bukan berarti pelarian ya.syapa yang sayang sama gue kaya lu dulu sayang sama gue lagi ri?syapa?oke gue tau gue balikan, lu sayang sama gue, happy ever after and blablabla thats just imagine.ngayal banget.and thats may not occur.ga mungkin terjadi.eh eh masa ya gini, kan gue ke rumah Icha tuh ya, eh terus gue jadi inget waktu itu gue duduk sama lu.hahaha okay never mind.

i hope somebody will come to me, help me to move on.or ..

you will come back, although it will not happend.never